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Hello!
i will remain anonymous.



im a 17 year old bi wicca girl from the east coast. there's alot to know about me that i dont think i can share because i would really prefer to stay anonymous. music is everything to me and most of anything you can learn about me can be stemmed to music. ill try to share songs i enjoy greatly.

ive been through years of treatment and if you wish to understand alot of what i may share on here, youll probably need to understand years of mental illness ive dealt with. theres alot i havent shared with professionals because i know it would be too dark to, and im just not prepared to unearth that side of me yet. once im comfortable with the recovery ive had so far, ill allow myself to peel back more layers. but until then it can be releashed here.

growing up with a bad childhood, unsurprisngly, it led to some fucked up shit. the first instances of knowin something is wrong was around 10-12 years old. hallucinations, delusions, depression, general anxiety, self harm. my close friends knew but i didnt reach out to professionals. and i didnt until i was 14, nearly 15, after an emotionally and sexually abusive relationship left me in pieces and near suicide. ive been in treatments ever since. therapists, pyschiatrists, intensive outpatient, medications, etc. there is where i found ive got ptsd, severe depression with psychosis,anxiety (social, some ocd tendencies, some paranoid tendencies), bipolar type 2, dissociation/depersonalization, possibly borderline personality disorder, and other tendencies that arent necessarily severe enough to be diagnosed with a full new illness for. im on prozac and see a therapist weekly.


besides all that, i love punk music, ska, painting, sketching, money, adventures, the moon, tarots, crystals, horror, gore, aesthetics, lil peep, cats, my friends, blood, and alot more. but ill leave it at that for now.


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